NATHANAEL URIE was born in Saint Albans, Vermont. He attended Keystone College and the University of Glasgow. Two of his poems were recently accepted for publication by The New York Quarterly. He works throughout the United States as a writer and photographer for the American railroad industry and lives in Lincoln, Nebraska.
where we are scattered
there is nothing much south of Oklahoma City
but the state looks exactly like its name
the prairies are the sights out of an encyclopedia
you read as a kid, or a Western you saw at
your grandmother’s house on the Zenith
or the cover of a novel you saw once at an antique store
under a stack of post cards
the barren parking lot of a gas station littered
with shells of sunflower seeds
and a large splatter of orange vomit
in the parking spot,
an old man bent at the neck, carrying
a case of beer to his red pick-up truck,
the brim of his American Legion baseball cap
covering his eyes from the sun
when mountains make champagne
I wish I lived in the Yukon
where at the end of each day
I could pour a small amount
of gold dust on an aluminum scale
and let it drift into a plastic bag
at least when I put my hands in the dirt
I could know that there might be money in there,
and when my boss told me to move
some ground with a shovel
it would be a purposeful heave over my shoulder
working through the winter would mean something again,
like it used to, when a giant pile of burning sticks
was what brought warmth at the end of the day
our blue tin shack housing the real tools of wealth,
a pick axe, a snowmobile and a bulldozer
making an opening in the earth when
none could be made in our lives
the earth not as deep as our thoughts
but giving something we could put our hands on,
red and yellow flowers appearing in the sandy dirt
and each cloud that passed was as giant
as the mountains surrounding us,
something to be observed without words
eldorado
when I drive off into the sunset
I hope it’s in a Cadillac Eldorado
but I don’t care if it’s a hearse
just something that has to take its time
getting there,
something that moves low to the ground
take a look in the paper at the kitchen table
and there I would be
in a black and white photograph
of better days or the last good one
relaxed at the wheel of a fishing boat,
long jowls under a navy blue cap,
my face wrinkled from staring into the sun,
me, a fool, still believing
there was gold somewhere
a few good poems published
a few good real estate investments
more luck with money than with women
and sometimes neither
if only they knew I had died
more times than I had lived
they would have discovered the secret
of why I kept smiling so long
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